TESTIMONIES - MY FIRST MAIDEN

Well, i set up this blog to give Glory To The God Almighty and The Lord Jesus Christ who is my Saviour and the goodness he has bestowed upon me and my family!

As the title suggests, this is the very first testimony of my life and it has been 3 to 4 years ago. Although i had given this testimony a couple of times, i feel it is not good enough or convincing enough at the time when i gave it as i was nervous to talk about it then. But then, as i have experienced God's goodness, i would like to record this testimony in writing for my future generations as a record for them to know of God's Greatness, His Grace and Mercy bestowed upon our family.

During the first check-up of my 4th pregnancy when i was almost at the end of my first trimester, my gynea informed that i may have a cyst that may be cancerous but not sure until after tests have been done.

It could or could not be harmful and it could have been formed due to the backflow of blood into the uterus area which is due to monthly mensus pains. If this is so, then also because of my pregnancy it could have caused the lump to form but it will go off. This usually only happens if it was in the early months of pregnancy like before 3 months is up. In my case, he say not quite possible as i am almost reaching my 3rd month of pregnancy.

He says that the lump may grow and affect the growth of the feotus but then it may not. It is left to be seen in the next check-up. So we went home feeling worried and we start praying about this, well, at least i know i did, not sure about my other half. I think he did but not together with me. Then on the 4th weekend after that occasion, on the Saturday, we went for a prayer meet at our Home Cell's Prayer House, we prayed and i prayed for the healing of my cyst. Then suddenly, as we were all praying fervently, i suddenly felt weak and needed to sit down, i was perspiring and feeling faint.... then our HF leader came over and lay hands on me and so did the other members of the group and prayed for me on this issue after my hubby informed them of my situation and need for healing. After the prayer, i felt better.

Then the next morning, Sunday, we went to church and during the altar call for healing i stood up for prayer again on the same issue. As the elder of the church pray in congregation, i felt that i floated and almost fainted ...... i felt as if i had gone through a major surgery, perspiring and so weak but i felt my hubby next to me holding on to me and catching me so that i don't float off!!!
After the prayer, i sat down with a thud! It really felt so strengthless and i was so pale. Even an elderly couple who sat nearby us came and asked us if i felt alright.....as if they saw the paleness in me and the look as though i was not well...! Strange....but i was convinced at that point that the Holy Spirit had healed me of my condition!!! It really was as though i had a major surgery but without pain and going to the hospital but nevertheless the feeling was the same as if i had gone for probably the "abortion" procedure in the clinic....so to speak!

Then came the next week, Wednesday, i was due for my check-up, so after my gynea had done his scan and the usual and we were out at his desk for discussion, i asked him about my cyst and it's actual location whether it was on my right or left side so that i could take note and not to crush my baby against that side. However, Halelujah!!!, my gynea informed that during his scan he did not notice any cyst if it was there before! So we are convinced that God Almighty had healed me and performed his operation on me that Sat and Sun last week!!! Halelujah, Praise The Lord our Father in Heaven!!! Thank you, thank you so much, Amen!

Then my gynea informed that since i was already past my 40's, it would be advisable to do the amino acid test on the feotus to check its' healthiness. But then it is pretty expensive about RM1k+ and have to decide on it in a couple of days cos if too late cannot do anything if the feotus is not good. (This he informed during the scan before i asked him about the condition of my cyst)

(This following discussion was after i asked about the cyst location)
But then as he was saying ...." but then even if you know it is not healthy....you cannot do anything about it as it is against the bible ... even if you know... you still have to accept it! " Moreover, we cannot do it in the usual hospital where i use to deliver all my other children as they do not accept these cases due to against their principal....run by christians!

Then immediately, we both gave him the answer unanimously and spontaneously.....that we decided not to do it and just going ahead to carry on the pregnancy. We know with God, he will take care of everything and whomever he bestowed upon us...we know it is a blessing from HIM! So we will just obey and not question.

Meanwhile, everyday, i pray for the good health, normality, everything fine and a happy baby until delivery........which on the day of delivery and at the point that he was taken out of my womb.....he did not "cry" ..... he was hurriedly ushered out by the doctor through the nurses....but then we heard his cry just the minute he was out of the door!!! ....... According to my hubby.....at that time....his heart almost stopped .... when the baby did not cry as he was hit on the buttock when he was just out of me!...GOD was with us all the way......and i know this baby he has given me is a true blessing from HIM!!! Praise The Lord for a smooth delivery and the healthy happy baby he has bestowed upon us! I thank you from the bottom of my heart, my Father In Heaven and Lord Jesus Christ! Amen!